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Please dear god let me pray. Please forgive me for all my sins. Today is the last day o shall breathe before this earth. Before I go to heaven with all of the Angels. All I ever asked for was a simple friend. Someone who listened, someone who cared. I don’t know why you hate me so much world. Why? What did I do. God take me away from here. I miss my grandmother. I remember she told me she loved me right before I died. Let me walk with her in heaven. She’s my angel. I never did anything to deserve this. You could have saved me. Don’t try to help because you don’t understand. You all don’t know what I’ve been through. Here’s my story, I have been bullied since the age of 4th grade. I became very depressed in 7th grade. The beginning of 8th grade year at harding middle school took a turn for the worse. Everyone hated me. I didn’t have friends. No know was there. I started to cut. Them after that, everyone Started to find out about me cutting. Started to make fun of me. In April, my 8th grade year, Austin little told me to kill myself so I overdosed on Tylenol, Advil, and Aleve. I ended up in the hospital in ICU for a week… I didn’t go back to school after that. I couldn’t do it. That summer. Everyone wouldn’t stop bullying me, so I took a whole bottle of Tylenol. And tried to take my life JULY 30th 2011. I didn’t succeed. I was dying in Lakewood Hospital. They wouldn’t save me. I was begging to go for 3 hours I wanted to die so bad. My friend Sean saved me that night. I was rushed to LAKEWOOD HOSPITAL at 6:15 am by ambulance. My liver shut down. I was in Intensive care for 1 week. I remember that. But my parents abuse me. You don’t understand. I’m worthless to them. They tell me all the time. I sit alone at school. I don’t have friends. I don’t talk to anyone in school. Last May 22nd, 2012. That day changed my life forever. I was RAPED. So my freshman year I didn’t com back to school.. He’s 19 years old, and out on bail right now. He works at chipotle in lakewood. He’s my worst nightmare. Now this year it hasn’t stopped. Everyone is threatening me on Facebook because they think I created this page @lhspage it wasn’t me. But this. Is. Too. Much. I never did anything to deserve this. I served my time on this Earth. I have to leave. I hope you’re happy that society killed me. Goodbye #goodbye #suicide #death
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Please dear god let me pray. Please forgive me for all my sins. Today is the last day o shall breathe before this earth. Before I go to heaven with all of the Angels. All I ever asked for was a simple friend. Someone who listened, someone who cared. I don’t know why you hate me so much world. Why? What did I do. God take me away from here. I miss my grandmother. I remember she told me she loved me right before I died. Let me walk with her in heaven. She’s my angel. I never did anything to deserve this. You could have saved me. Don’t try to help because you don’t understand. You all don’t know what I’ve been through. Here’s my story, I have been bullied since the age of 4th grade. I became very depressed in 7th grade. The beginning of 8th grade year at harding middle school took a turn for the worse. Everyone hated me. I didn’t have friends. No know was there. I started to cut. Them after that, everyone Started to find out about me cutting. Started to make fun of me. In April, my 8th grade year, Austin little told me to kill myself so I overdosed on Tylenol, Advil, and Aleve. I ended up in the hospital in ICU for a week… I didn’t go back to school after that. I couldn’t do it. That summer. Everyone wouldn’t stop bullying me, so I took a whole bottle of Tylenol. And tried to take my life JULY 30th 2011. I didn’t succeed. I was dying in Lakewood Hospital. They wouldn’t save me. I was begging to go for 3 hours I wanted to die so bad. My friend Sean saved me that night. I was rushed to LAKEWOOD HOSPITAL at 6:15 am by ambulance. My liver shut down. I was in Intensive care for 1 week. I remember that. But my parents abuse me. You don’t understand. I’m worthless to them. They tell me all the time. I sit alone at school. I don’t have friends. I don’t talk to anyone in school. Last May 22nd, 2012. That day changed my life forever. I was RAPED. So my freshman year I didn’t com back to school.. He’s 19 years old, and out on bail right now. He works at chipotle in lakewood. He’s my worst nightmare. Now this year it hasn’t stopped. Everyone is threatening me on Facebook because they think I created this page @lhspage it wasn’t me. But this. Is. Too.
Much. I never did anything to deserve this. I served my time on this Earth. I have to leave. I hope you’re happy that society killed me. Goodbye #goodbye #suicide #death

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